It showed in your eyes, and the way you look at him. The sour mouth, the unfriendly touch, the stay-away-from-me torso. You were obviously disgusted even before you knew him. His mere presence insults and disgusts you, and you do everything to keep him away from you.
But you approach him, when you needed an advantage. He wouldn’t dare hurt you or respond negatively to your actions. Oh, girl, he knows how and what you think of him. Do you know what he thinks of you?